Monday, June 9, 2014

TOW #30: Letter to Incoming APELC Student by: Julie Silverman

June 10, 2014

Dear Incoming APELC Student,
   
I’ll be brutally honest. APELC is not for the faint of heart. You’ll start out with worse grades than most of you have ever had. You’ll work really hard just to increase one score on the essay scale, not necessarily even for the A. You’ll stress over presentations and over perfecting essays. You’ll have some weeks where you’re swamped with readings. That being said, I have learned more from this class than any other in my life. Don’t let the talk scare you. You can most definitely do it. Not only will you learn how to really write, but you will learn how to approach harder school work. This class is a true AP in that it prepares you for college like no other. In finishing this course, I have an advantage over students in honors or academic classes. My writing has improved in leaps and bounds and I have a new-found confidence in my abilities as a student. I want you to leave this year with that confidence as well. My experiences are as follows:
I started coming into the year with a summer essay that I thought was amazing. I had both my parents edit it and I must’ve made at least 4 different drafts of it. I ended up getting a 74%. As of that moment, that was the worst grade I had ever received on an essay. And I worked so hard, at least ten times as hard as I had ever worked in honors. That scared me a lot. In the next weeks we learned about how to rhetorically analyze, something that was completely new to me. However, I was finding it was applicable in almost every other subject area. As the middle of the year approached, I was stuck at getting a 5 on the AP scale. All of my essays received the same score, which was extremely frustrating. Finally, (and I’m not even sure which essay this was), I got a 6. I was honestly so happy, and a 6 isn’t even an A. I really felt like my writing was improving. As the year went along, we learned different styles, we analyzed different pieces and we discussed advertisements. Later, we learned about constructing arguments, and fallacies not to commit. The Socrates symposium was intellectually challenging but fun. The timed essays got easier. Honestly, a lot of it is a blur now.
When I finally sat for my AP English Exam, I was confident there was nothing more Mr. Yost could have done to prepare us. We knew exactly how the exam was going to work, we had done countless practice multiple choice passages, and we had written a timed essay almost every other week for the entire duration of the school year. I’m here at the end of my year in APELC knowing that I learned so much. Yes, I am still concerned with getting an A, and I’m right on the border between an A and a B. I got an 84 first marking period, so, it can be done. But, even if I get the B, I’m proud of myself for enduring the challenge that is APELC.
I know people who dropped APELC in the first few weeks because they let the talk and the beginning of their year stress them out. Incoming APELC Student, please don’t make the stupid (for lack of a better word) mistake that they did. If you quit now, you’ll be giving up a year full of improvement and college preparation. You’ll be giving up an infinitely more beneficial year than another year of Honors English (and who wants to read books like Like Water for Chocolate and analyze for themes for a whole other year). If you quit now, you’ll regret not taking AP. Because everyone can do it, but only some people have the heart and perseverance to.
Good luck,
    Julie Silverman
P.S. Please find me come to me with any questions!

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